My Life Cycle

Friday, August 20, 2010 11:50 PM

One word to describe how I am feeling now. "Tired". Hair havent dry yet cant go to sleep and mum sleeping cant use hairdryer. So, just have to wait it to dry and it took like so long. Today is a super duper tiring day and also can say that it is a happy day. Why tiring leh? Is because had cca till 10 plus pm then keep wearing the high high heels then walk here walk there super pain then take guzheng super heavy. Why happy day leh? because finished all those tests for this week and im stress-free! yay.. these few days feel very stress. Lots of test coming into my mind. Yesterday had to study both f&n and amaths. When studying f&n, keep worrying about amaths. When studying amaths, worry about f&n. Cant stop this feeling of worrying. Everytime like the same thing. Then after that, i ask myself, why do i want to study? Then reply to myself, to get better marks. Why so stress? Scared cant remember. How to relieve stress. tell this weird thing to myself: Just do your best. At least you tried doing the test. Confirm will get at least 1 mark. And, it is better than nothing. So just do the best and keep going on. So this was how i relieve stress and how i cope with studies. No one there to help, just have to talk to myself. Today was a long long day. Starting 12.30pm went to performance theatre with xiuhui. Waited for teacher to open the door. After that, put aside the bags and carried the shoes to classroom 5A1. Then ms chew called for mcdonalds. Vice principal treat one.. xD hehe. then super hungry and ate one mc chicken. After tht, have to go change clothes and i wear skirt and shorts inside the dress. Hahas, and it is like super hot. But never mind, can put handphone can liao. cause the dress no pockets at all. Went bck to the classroom and had our make-up. And they make until so red. Gosh~ really hate make-ups. After tht, me and xiuhui tried walking here and there with the heels. Practice how to walk. hahas. Cause it is really very high.. like you tip-toe. but need tip toe higher. then walk up and down the stairs. around 3 something the bus came. then travel to bukit timah. 1 hour bus trip.. Reached there carried guzheng down the stairs which is like very heavy and dangerous. High heels plus guzheng. LOLL. then leg starts to get pain. took out the shoes to play guzheng xD then when want go toilet then wear again. Time pass and go. Had one round of rehearsal then after that around 7 plus they gave us dinner and proceeded to performance. Performed at around 8 something. In front of us was the kiddies. hahas. so cute. small small children dancing ballet. hehe. then after that our turn. Walked up the stairs again with guzheng then waited for our turn. The microphone put at my guzheng there! super stress. Somemore im in the front row. Rehearsal tht time, the stage dont know wht thing. Got water drip out de. then my guzheng and chair wet. Only my area got. LOLS. but actual performance dont hv dripping le. hehes. After that, perform finish, around 9 plus le. then went down the stairs again and out. Outside also got stairs then climb again. so today was like taking guzheng up and down the stairs. super tired. went up the bus then when want go out of the gate. The gate was closed then bus driver went out of the bus and talked to the security guard. Dont know why talk so long. then finally the gate open. Then on they way back to school, the bus very quiet. Then see a lot ppl sleeping. Well, everyone was tired. I was tired but i cant sleep. xD hehes. then went bck to school climb to third floor like very pek chek. Super tired, super pain, super heavy and cant tolerate the weight. hahaha. then walked to 5A1 with heels. super scary. 10 plus reach school super duper dark. Walked as a group to the classroom. After tht, bryan and his father come fetch xiuhui then also shun bian fetch me. Then went home safety. Called jiejie to wait for me downstairs cause i scared. Then she accompanied me home. Anyway, really want to thank bryan's dad and jie for accompany home. xD and hope xiuhui get well too! cause in bus she like sick.. Anyways, this is what happen today. Saying about test leh, finally completed 6 tests. Emaths, amaths, f&n, english, chemistry, and physics. Emaths test was quite simple. Amaths question 2 super messy so i got it wrong. While others, was quite okay. F&N test. Had to memorize all those vitamins. Got vitamin A, D,E,K,C,B1,B2,B3,B6,B9,B12. If you were me, you had to memorize 2 functions and 2 sources of each of the vitamins, how would you memorize? And some is different functions different sources. So, during the test, i got somehow mixed up with all those vitamins. Maybe can say is stress. Cause in the morning, i remembered classify into vitamin A,D,E,K. But in test, i mixed them up and dont know how do. but in the end, i think i some got correct. So f&n, was quite messy and next week have minerals test. So, have to jiayou le! english test. Comprehension teacher say quite a lot fail. So very afraid. then like 17 out of 43 pupils passed. Dont know summary writing do until how.. See next week bah. Should be next week all test given out. Hehee.. Dont know how I will score.. Chemistry is a re-test. They asked for ion. And I was at there thinking. what is ion. LOL. then when test finish, i know wht is ion liao. LOL. so lame. so i got it wrong. HAHAHA. then physics quite okay. Only the part asking about the pressure all those stuff. dont know how to write. So anyhow write. Hmm, thats all about the test. This weekend need complete coursework part B. Just completed coursework part A with 30 plus pages. Now become part B. the stress comes again. HAHA! next week maybe got the overseas talk. Going to flyy soon!~ hehes. Hmm, ending here bah. Byee!