Pei Shan, EIGHTEEEEEEN!
On earth since 11th July 95

School I've went to/currently at:
-White Sands Primary
-Loyang Secondary
-Singapore Poly

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- A simple wish. Every thing to go well and everyone's happy! :)

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Peekaboo!~ im back to post. well, havent being posting for quite some time. maybe because im really tht busy and another reason is im too lazy. hahs~ this week was a very special and super tiring week i have ever ever had and i wont want it ever ever ever again. First thing on monday. Mum and elder sis go genting then left me and my another sis. from monday-thursday. and i was missing them to the coree. Monday. Homeworks stacking and stacking up. Had SS test which i study only till traffic control and in school teacher say can copy some notes into the test paper which is some sort of good to me.. Have to do chores like laundry since mum not at home. after school teacher want us to meet her at the kitchen. and we said about the practical and ordering of food. she only help us buy the garnishes so everything we have to buy and bring to school which is like super duper heavy. Tuesday. Homeworks came knocking on my door. I wish i can close the door and never open it. hehehe. jkjk xD then after school is got cca. xiuhui never come school this whole week. so tuesday cca she never come also. then i was like bored to death. waiting for the door to open was like super long..went home, unable to hv any nap, need to do homework and make own dinner and some sort of things. Wednesday. Practice on cooking and ate those for dinner. Did super lot things and around 12 plus then can sleep. Used up one hour to do my menu card. But im still satisfied with my card cause i find it colourful. hehes. will post the pictures some day. Pack all the ingredients stuff and put on a plastic bag which is very big. Head to my precious bed after tht. Ahhh.. wht a nice sleep. Thursday. Heyy!! wake up~ LOL. aww, thts so tiring.. haha i sound so dramatic..thursday is the day of cooking. Rush to meet YJ at the bridge. have been late these few days in this week in meeting yj cause at home i did hv things to do. Really sorry. Cause mum not home i need do a lot things by myself and before going out i hv to check all electricity off or else im in deep trouble. Carry the ingredients to school was tiring. we walked super fast in order to make it fast and wont take those heavy stuffs too long. Panting here and there when climbing the stairs and YJ says it seems like i have asthma. haha. indeed, tht time i really feel out of breathe. Reached the kitchen and found my hand purple in colour and it seems like my veins have come out. HAH~ Quickly put all those need put at fridge de ingredients. then head down for assembly le. 8am came up to the kitchen and teacher tell us our seating arrangement. Me and YJ sit together. hehehe. then was very happy lo then my back no ppl de. But it is also a bad idea. You will see what happen later on when i post about the practical..we spend 1h 30 minutes measuring our stuffs and after tht teacher brief us about the practical. Lessons here and there~Kept drinking water dont know why and after tht when the time reaching for the end of school, i felt very nervous. perhaps because of the practical. rushed to the kitchen when the bell rings. Prepared everything and waited till 2pm. 2pm started. And i was shivering super nervous also dont know why. Just a cooking only yet i feel so scared. then the meat was like so many bones here and there very hard to remove. after tht peel potatoes i forgot how to use tht scraper then teacher taught me. and i found myself so dumb. Felt so sadd. cook cook cook and time passed 4.30 and i still havent cook finish. 5.00pm then cook finish. hehe. ps. 5 dishes i took so long and im the last one. after tht weichang, auntie betty (dk how spell, hehs..) and YJ helped me washed the plates all these. cause it is a lot. cause i take from the other table from my back. HAHA. thts why i say it is a bad idea earlier on.then we wash here and there and dry it, return bck and the time was 6pm. so wonderful. took bck heavy stuffs again and i really wanted a cold drink. so i went to buy green apple ice blend and its super niceee. xD hehe maybe cause i very tired and long time never drink. Felt like buying maybe for tomorrow cca. --> saturday. Went home still hv to study for friday chemistry and maths test. While studying chemistry......MUMMY AND SIS CAME BCK!!! woww. i was super duper happy. xDD hehes. and they bought some stuffs bck and say they played 20 rounds of basketball and their score was like 1500? then they super tired after playing haha. mummy say they play bowling 1 hour and basketball 3 hours if im not wrong. then her arms very tired. then they take bck a mouse soft toy then i asked why bring bck mouse cause i prefer the cow my sister had. then after tht i said this: later a cat come in take away my mouse. hahas, then we did laugh cause it is a stupid joke. then mummy bought mao mao for me. fluffy xDD hehe then i put at my phone then tortoise taken out. hehs..sorry tortoise.. Friday. Had chemistry test. It was like omg for the last question but lucky teacher say have retest. then maths test was like quite horrible cause i never did study. studied for two hours for two subjects how am i suppose to do well? thursday i came bck home i super tired. i 7 plus pm fell asleep and woke up at 9plus and i studied till 11. amaths test was the same thing as emaths test. during test, dont know how do..after test, remember how to do.. LOL. wht a crap. Anyways, there's some things i really want to say and i hated it so much. I dont like people kicking my chair. Want ask me question and ask properly dont need use kick de. Like i own you like tht. It's not i want say it here. is because i tell you a lot of times not to kick and you keep kicking. everyday you have been kicking and im super pissed off. during my test, you kicked my chair. how am i suppose to concentrate when you keep kicking here and there. I really hate tht sitting arrangement. !!!!
Ahh.. finished typing about this week le. It's super tiring. I always wanted a nice long sleep but the sleep have been ending too fast. Slept a lot in class these few days. I dont want to sleep in class anymore. What a bad habit... GOSH! LOLSSS~ Anyways, just realise alethea leaving in 1 week time. i really miss her. have to finish her disc as soon as possible. And, i want to accompany and make her feel happy xDD hehs..
Ending here. Post next time xD Byee!~

Sleeping time always pass very fast while when you wake up, the time goes slowly. When you're young, you want your sleeping time to pass faster so you can wake up and play. But, as you grow older, you're thinking change. Just like me. I want the sleeping time to pass slower. Yawnnz.. Mama and elder jiejie go genting from monday to thursday. then left me and my another sis..So busy these few days. come bck home need do super lots things. breakfast, lunch and dinner all settle by ourselves. then need wash clothes and prepare for tests, do homework and exams. so many things to do my head is exploding. Everyday come bck home, brought bck a tired face. or dreaded face. How i wish the earth could stop awhile. everything stop and let me have my nice beautiful sleep and after i woke up, it will then return to normal. Came to school, felt like sleeping. teacher talking here and there, some i couldnt understand. probably because im too tired. but i come bck home i dont hv the time to sleep. i need to prepare for practical exam and then friday still have chemistry and amaths test. while thursday is going to end late, there's nothing much time to study.. so hv to start early. getting more and more frustrated, tired and sadd. Today, xiuhui didnt come to school and also cca. then i alone at cca. D: then teacher re-arrange the seating plan then i sit in front. omg. hv to play guzheng in front of ppl. LOL. then assembly period teacher want us write letter to her about wht you think. then me and yj wrote about the seating plan. haha. really very funny. lols. then after cca, i went home and cooked pasta. pancake didnt hv enough time to cook so i guess i'll cook tomorrow. already spend like 1 hour plus doing the pasta. wow. lols. then 9 plus then eat dinner. Creamy spaghetti.. hehehe. but my noodles are real thick. have to make it thinner next time. taken some photos. wants to share xD

Woahh.. got selected for overseas =) hehehe. monday-thursday have been eating out. today got math test then the second qn dont know how do.. then when walking home then remember. kavin keep kick my chair in math test tht time. so damn irritating feel like smashing him. grrrr.. next week gonna be very busy. monday-thursday mum and sis go genting then left me and my second sis. monday got math tutorial. tuesday got cca. wednesday got chemistry tutorial. thursday got practical exam. what a busy slot right? then monday got ss test. friday got chemistry and amaths test. so many things to do.. Thats why i said the test routine starts.. loll. anyway, nothing much to sayy. today was a big relaxing day for me. but i got to start working for my practical! JIAYOU!!

IS THIS BIG? LOL.
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Birthday cake by esther laopo xDD

Tigger one for esther, piglet for mee xDD so cute hehe

MY PIG-RABBIT hahahha.

So cuteee. "SMILEEE"

Lollipop gave by zhengyi as birthday present. He spend 3 hours to tie o.o

15 candles to blow~~

Birthday cake!! im 15 xDD

Cake at the beginning..

Despicable mee~ *plok plok* hahas

The ending~


The left rabbit me, right rabbit sister xDD

Birthday card made by sister. Thank you xDD

A star!!

A lot ppl using the light..

car car xD

more car car xDD

Durian and something like ship. and more star star xD

Is this the so called kitchen?

It flew too fast i cant take from the sky..

Singapore flag~

Ticket to NDP~

Today gonna post a lot of things. starting from NDP..but pictures will be tomorrow if can cause it is quite a lot.

10 July-NDP rehearsal
Went for ndp rehearsal with mum today. The goodies are so lousy. they give me the flag stand one but never give me flag. then i see a lot wave their flags while i dont hv. haha. then the light flag i put battery wrong side then the battery cant take out de. zZz..after tht watch all those show see so many vehicle pass by and the marching show. so sian lo. only the part fireworks nicer. got 3 minute plus firework. tht's the best. after tht went to tampines eat with mum. at first not hungry de lo. but the food is really tasty. we ate at east link then eat fried prawn noodle and ban mian. then we share share. after tht went home around 11 plus le. at first want wait for 12pm but i wait until 11.40 dont want wait le. i guess im really tired...

11 July-My birthday!
Woke up at around 8 and i receive several sms. thanks for those messages xD dont know whether is you all purposely stay late to wish me anot. but really happy to receive them xD thanks alot. you guys are sweet! after tht rushed to downtown east to buy movie tickets. Despicable me! hahaha.. after tht went bck home and on facebook. get alot of posts in my wall!! haha.. tytytytyty xDD then after tht went to my sister's godma house visit. very nice thr. got swimming pool, gym and etc. hehehe. i want go thr again!! after tht we went to watch despicable me. some parts are really funny. then watch finish le we go popeye thr eat. but thr like very full all table got ppl. somemore got ppl very dua pai, eat finish le see so many ppl waiting for seat still at thr take photo. after tht finally find seat le then sister and mum go buy. then when they come bck they say the person go bang until my sister. never even say excuse me or sorry. service so bad. tampines thr de service better lo. and then downtown east the popeye the food so salty one. before tht we got go buy birthday cake, then i asked for 15 small candles. haha. i hv to blow 15! weeee~ went bck home and ate the birthday cake. and thts the end of my birthday..

15 july- belated birthday celebration
Met at canteen locker thr after school. then zhengyi, esther and me went to downtown east watch movie. dont know watch what movie then in the end choose eclipse. then buy finish le go bbq chicken thr eat. then esther was keep using psp then the other use handphone. then i at thr eating. then they use finish le then say i eat so fast. lol. funny lo. haha. then after tht yj posted some things on the wall then they go comment. comment le still dont want let me see D: after tht 3.25 we went up go toilet then to the cinema. was late. the movie is 3.20 de but we like 3.30 then come. but the movie still havent start. hehe. then we go watch lo. abit sian. then the movie was 2 hours. then got one part the vampire head crack then esther suddenly laugh. like so funny lo. laugh at the wrong timing. haha. is bad part yet she laugh. LOL! then after tht i also laugh. haha. the laughing virus spreads~ after tht zheng yi need go tuition then me and esther go shop shop. after tht take mrt to tampines. so scared of tht door. then i wait for the thing close, tht thing dont want close. then i go another one. after tht go in le take escalator up wait for mrt. reach tampines le went tampines 1.then we go more than words buy the keychain. esther buy tiger one then she buy for me piglet one as birthday present. and now its at my bag. haha, thanks alot xDD after tht she go buy cake for me. then i bring home. then on the way go take bus she saw the tshirt shop then went to buy tshirt. after tht we take 81 home. but the bus very crowded. then when reach my stop i need squeeze through the way. haha. after tht went home eat super full..hmm, nothing much le. ending here~

thts all i can remember. posting the pictures nxt time. Byeee!~

hahaha. HELLO!! today just post about birthday~ NDP and some other stuffs tomorrow then post cause got homework need do. Alright. First person to wish me was yingying. hahaha. which was 12.05am. thanks for being so early to wish me xD second person at 12.06am. haha. you were early also, but late 1 minute. hahahhahaa. anyways, thanks Ian xD third was junhui at 1.07am. LOL~ you guys hor.. sleep so late. anyway, thanks ^^ fourth tht sms me was zhihui! at 3.43am. LOLLL!! ty too!~ i slept at 11.30pm~ lols. at first want wait de.. but too tired~ but you guys, are really sweet xD 9.00am mummy wish me happy birthday. first one say in person. haha. second one at 9.30 my second sister, peirong. then third is my elder sis which is when we going out to downtown east buy ticket for despicable me. tht show was super funny. hahaha. perhaps a 3D would be good because there got a part which is roller coaster. on facebook when i reach home and i got 20 notification. thanks ppl~~ after tht a few more posted and then i go out le. went back home got 10 plus more ppl wish me. hahas, thanks a lot. You guys really make me happy =) alright, i just listen to some songs and want to share~ ending here.

YO! Friday best dayy~~ hehe xD Morning assembly was at classroom as it seems like raining and there were rainbow at the dark clouds O.O gave several ppl survey to do. Thanks for help me. Gave survey to YJ, xiuhui, rachael, lisa, hui yi and zachary. In that order.. hmm, i hope i spelled rachael's name correctly.ps =X assembly period got tht windmill thing. then we were like playing with it. haha. then f&n after tht at computer lab 2. 30 minutes on computer work, 30 minutes and more at protein chapter in workbook and around 20 minutes for meat chapter. f&n was 1h 30 minutes. then we were a bit late for chemistry class. chemistry lesson learn on salts. then teacher say the "tink tink" again. hahaha. then amirul says: teacher what happen to your "tink tink"? cause the sound was different. then teacher say: "cause today no voice." hahahha..CD lesson teacher never come then we hv to do the friendship worksheet. then relief teacher gave us 3 brain teaser. hahas. quite fun. 1st and 3rd can do. only 2nd abit stuck. haha. after tht recess time yj ask shannon lai help buy noodles. then shannon lai go buy. then come bck le. a few min bryan also come bck with food. then he ask me whyy i never eat. then i say i want loss weight. hahas. actually joking de lahs.. then maths after tht. miracle lehh. ms gwen first time never come school. then we do worksheet lo. i guess she sick bah. cause yesterday she ah choo. haha. maths lesson so special. i keep using tissue. only use at math lesson today only. and i was like keep using. super in need. then i tell YJ maybe is i spread virus to ms gwen. hahahaha. Anyways, hope she get well~ and mdm juliana if she's sick. O.O lols. after math lesson walk home alone.. so sadd. then walk near traffic light liao rayz came. heh.. got ppl pei me. then we talk talk lo. then he eat tht maggi mee biscuit. LOLS! then after tht we went bus stop le then i got on the bus while he still waiting at thr. heh. got ppl pei better than walk alone. walk alone like soo sadd. At first was planning to go out with esther to celebrate my birthday de. but she maybe need stay bck. so in the end never go out with her. then in msn she tell me dont sad then say sorry cause she cant pei me go out.. Anyways, i never blame her lahh.then tell her dont worry. maybe nxt friday then go out. =D then i at home do the fn coursework until very pek chek. a simple diet analyser i need do until 2 hours. converting all those stuffs. so man fan. i do until very blur. haha. hmm.. quite a lot things happening next week. and the two coming weekends. tomorrow and sunday. tomorrow got cca at 8.30. then need go sch lo. then after tht going NDP with mummy. thts tomorrow. sunday my birthday. maybe go watch despicable me then go my sis's godmother house visit after tht celebrate my birthday. next week got fn test and maybe maths test. well, all those tests are coming again~ ahh.. "the test routine" gosh! have to work hard! Jiayous!~ Alrights, i'll end here. Post next time =D

Finally change url~~ if not nice then will change de. see first bah =D anyway, dont worry too much. if you still remember the url of my old blog also can go thr. cause thr got button to come here. Okayy.. start topic le. Today feel much more better with the sore throat sweet. hehe. F&N lesson first. went to computer lab 4 do coursework. forgot change my document to doc. then cannot open. then i do a new one. then later combine together. after tht 8.55 went down to foyer for class photo taking. class too many ppl need squeeze until very chum. after tht maths lesson learn about the similarity. able to understand le! hehe. maybe feel better le thts why. hahahaha. after tht geography lesson de. but need go dental, so never go geography lesson. hehe. anyway is 30 min only and teacher never come. so go dental lo then make make until 30 minutes, recess time~. then chloe, yj and kiahwee turn to go dental after recess. haha. good lo. can skip chinese. but today chinese also not bad lahs.. Didnt feel so boring. got the ting xie then teacher tell us mark ourselves later =.= so mark lo. then listen to the textbook cd. english lesson teacher never come again. then we got 1 hour free period. me and YJ was at thr chit chatting. hahas. after tht, we dismiss ourselves. hehe. then i go buy bread YJ buy popcorn chicken. then we eat eat then take the bus go home. Thats all.. =D

Felt so tired in class todayy.. maths lesson begin first. then one more joke again. Someone spotted a cat at the rooftop. then say the school's cat at the rooftop! then everyone look thr. then ms gwen tell us concentrate on maths. LOL! then the cat go commit suicide. go jump down. hahaha. then teacher say: dont worry, the cat wont die. hahaha. then i tell YJ: cat got 9 lifes. hahahah. then after tht the cat gone then a few minutes later, come back to the rooftop again. so funny lo. then when the cat jump down lisa was like shocked. hehe. whole class was like laughing. after maths lesson, then notice is kiahwee's birthday. then teacher tell us sing birthday song. xD anyway, Happy birthday ^^ PE after tht.. was like playing dont know what game. then teacher see all girls like stand thr statue then tell the boys: before you goal, must pass to at least one girl. hahahhaa. then first round i was like statue lo.. after tht not really statue le. hehehe. sweat a lot~~ after tht went back to class then go toilet change. english teacher never come then relief teacher gave us worksheet. recess was early. rushed to buy egg and cheese bread, cause long time never eat le xD then realise tht rayz was behind me. LOLL. after tht chemistry lesson was on the lab. do experiment, very funn. then we was doing precipitation mah.. but the thing like never dry lo. i didnt see crystals, yet i see powder. YELLOW POWDER!! LOLLL. next week is do blue one. maybe tht one more chance get crystal. hehe. somemore teacher say we individual. haha. then today do experiment with YJ mah. then she boil. then boil too long the whole liquid shoot up. LOL! then spill lo. hahas. after tht chinese lesson was like slack slack slack xD teacher say he teach 30 minutes only then after tht go oral. Then the other 30 minutes i was like going to sleep. but cant sleep. sore throat pain. sad. then after tht i go find YJ. then we wait till 2pm then go take the international friendship day prize. after tht took bus home alone then ate my medicine. Used the com for awhile then went to sleep. At first cant sleep de. cause baby was like beside me. then after tht mummy come carry her away. then i slept lo. slept like two hours. so long. hehe. from 4 plus to 6.30. was super tired. dont know later still can sleep anot. hahas. i guess i eat medicine can help me sleep better xD alright, ending here~ tomorrow thursday! got photo taking~ then got mother tongue and english! goshh.. going to be tiring..

Gonna get sick soon~ Super uncomfortable today. Had a sore throat and dont feel like eating and drinking at all. then reach home got runny nose. Havent yet eat medicine. i guess i post finish this then go eat bah. Woke up and felt very energetic. But once reaches school, felt super tired. teacher talking in the class could not concentrate a lot. had to prepare tissue for tomorrow liao. hehehe. today physics lesson we did the compression and rarefaction. teacher tell me to demonstrate the same thing again. GOSH! always doing tht. lols. last time also do the same thing. Yet i forgot how to do! LOL! then after that english lesson. listen teacher talk until very sian. then zachary tell me something i cant hear. then i huh back him. then he say got lizard. then i look down really got lizard. but at first i thought is fake one. cause it doesnt move and there got white spots on it which doesnt seems real. then i thought they prank lo.. but in the end is real de lah. then he tell teacher got lizard dont step. then teacher thought what then shock. haha. then after that she walk walk walk. then i think like forget liao. then she walk back the same place and hit until the lizard. then the lizard move until lisa there. then lisa scared lizard mah. so she sat on top of the table screaming. LOL. whole class was like laughing lo. then some shout. hahas. then it move to zachary table then zachary try swept it off. after that quan ken come take the lizard. but very hard catch cause it move very fast. but in the end also got catch. then after tht throw the lizard out the window. hahaha. so funny. then just nice english lesson end. then teacher say we end the lesson with such thing. haha. so funny. then after that ss lesson teacher never come. relief teacher came and gave two worksheets. then do do do.. last minute chiong the last worksheet. but havent finish. however, still need pass up. only left like some sentence havent finish. lol. then recess time never eat. dont feel like eating mahh. so i think lunch then eat lo. after that emaths lesson also very funny. ms gwen come in mah. then after that say: " some people say want tic tac for youth day present so i bought the tic tac" she take two tic tac box. the small one lah.. then after that the whole class had a big reaction. then she continue:" each person take one" after that, whole class laugh. then after that teacher pass down the tic tac then she say again: " if you all behave well, i will give you the real youth day present later","it's in my bag". hahaha. then after that we continue lesson lo. then she gave us the present. is like choco lah. bee bee shape. boys get car car. hahaha. then after tht assembly. same people acting but diff show. the show very meaningful although a bit childish. hahas. so, like tht lo. then after tht went up to performance theatre take guzheng to hall cause performance theatre cannot be used as thr are olevel oral. then after tht take le then rush up again take the leg. lols. dont think wrong. haha. then rush down again. then go eat eat. then 3 o'clock went up again. played guzheng awhile then after tht lesson havent start. then ask teacher when start. she say 4 o'clock. then me and xiuhui go walk walk. walk finish le then walk back again. haha. my poor leg. LOL! then we practice until 6 o'clock then carry everything again up to the performance theatre~ LOLLL! after tht, me, xiuhui, bryan and xiuhui's bro go buy bread at central. then we take bus home. hehe. i bought kaya bread with cheese! so nicee xD hehehe. alright, i'll end here. next saturday got cca practice! then going NDP with mum. need see first. tomorrow got PE, which is soft ball. woww! hahas. Ending! Byeee!~

Finally touch on some of the coursework.. crack the brain. hahaha. School coming again.. so fast. youth day holiday doesnt seems like holiday. D: tomorrow start school, have cca, have assembly. Got to be a tiring day. Later going out. These few days have been in facebook doing the baking life all these. Actually, i dont know what to post. Just want to everyday keep posting. Still thinking about new website. But i cant think about what url should i put.. but i know how to change liao. So now just need to think of url. Any suggestions ppl? if got, suggest at the tagboard =D early thanks~ Alright, talk about others. still having my countdown in msn. hehehe. 6 days more. Morning got a call from esther. hahas. maybe friday go out with her celebrate!!! WEEEEE!~ first time leh.. got friend celebrate birthday. wahhahaha. hmm.. what should i talk about? ahh..i dont care liao. dont know what to post. End here~

Today is a super colddd weather. Early in the morning woke up to go school. Ate 1 small hot dog bun then went to school. around 7.20 reach. Then xiuhui, bryan and shannon go eat breakfast. then i stare at the big blank air. LOLLL. after that head up to performance theatre then take down all those stuffs. bus came in punctual then after that went to orchard scape park. rain heavily.. at first thought flood at orchard again. lucky dont hv. only a slight flood only. then they put 2 cars beside the stage. Like for nothing lo. so useless de. 摆美 only. then they still say dont touch the car. LOL. the 2 cars take up a lot of space then rain heavily many ppl squeeze inside there. then we were the 4th group to perform in the senior category which is secondary. Xiuhui help to tie my hair then after that they spray the hair spray. then hair spray make my hair so hard then went i go home i washed 3 times with soap. LLOLLL. then put conditioner. heheheh. i say main point bah.. in the end we get the finalist prize lo. i thought only some school will have trophy. now then know is ALL school in the final competition have trophy. LOLS! after that got somethings happen. then bryan angry xiuhui. matthew went to become the peacemaker. lols. then in the bus saw xiuhui cry. then after that become xiuhui angry bryan LOLL. then after that reach school le they all together again liao. hahahha.. so funny. lols. then after that we went food court eat. teacher treat. So good lo.. keep treating us. make me feel so bad D: then after that we at food court chat then teacher left. went to pasir ris community club then they say want badminton. but full liao. so went there see fish fish swim here swim there. ahaha. then stayed there quite a long time. after that they say want go downtown east de arcade. but i want go home wash hair, but in the end get pulled by them go downtown east D: went to downtown east matthew say want go bowling so they went there but there a lot ppl waiting. so in the end never play then see ppl play then ppl got XXXturkey. three continuous strike. pro pro. haha. after that went up to arcade. cause wearing cca tshirt so they maybe dont allow. then me and xiuhui take out jacket and wear. after that see them play lo. then go home. Nothing much lah.. dont know what to post. Anything, i think today is my sis's friend birthday. so, i wish her HAPPY BIRTHDAY xD!! mine left 8 more days.. seems so long. hahahhaa

Setting aside those unhappiness, im posting again. Going to add some more songs.. currently have 55 songs in the music there. haha. okay, talk about today bah. Yesterday watch the school television say about the international friendship day prize winners please reach blablabla at 7.10. then today wake up early go to school. in the end like no such thing. then dont hv prize giving lo. make me rush to school. Buzzzzz. First lesson was F&N. teacher at first say go computer lab. but in the end we stayed in the class while ms han explained all the coursework. so next lesson then go computer lab. chemistry we did the worksheet then CD lesson was slacking. Just go through the calendar and see how busy i would be. haha. then after that i go draw three little pigs then hui yi go make adjustments. haha. so funny. then recess time, i forgot liao.. LOL. so after that math lesson. always love math. hahas. then we learn about the congruent. then me and yj was like busy drawing the diagrams and copying the question into the book. then very busy. hehe. but 1 hour really did pass super fast during maths lesson. after that went to look for xiuhui then head to staff room look for ms chew. after that we go performance theatre do the thing. then bryan draw that design very cute. and i took the design 2. then we did different job. i trace that thing. xiuhui use marker trace. and then me and her go colour using liquid paper. then shannon is cut. then bryan is draw the design. then got one boy boy dont know who lai de. hehe. then after sometime, shannon and that boy boy was playing mah. then the wood hit until my leg. super duper pain. can feel like numb lo. i think tomorrow blue black liao. now touch there still pain. sadded. then after that dont know what when in. then the boy go take the broom. never see me at another side that go make. LOL. that part dont want to talk so much. HEHEHHEE.... then we spend time doing there. my lunch and recess never eat. only eat one curry puff. like so poor thing. hahaha. then after that it rain. then when we do finish. we go home then we walk in the rain. super big rain hahas. and very cold. then after that reach home. now wearing a jacket LOLLL. super colddd. Brrrrrrrr...~

Why when there is good mood, there are always someone there to destroy it. and when there is bad mood, there's no one who is there to make it good. WHAT IS THIS?! At first good mood one, then in the end get spoiled. They never find out the truth first before doing the bad thing. THEY ALL NEVER THINK TWICE BEFORE DOING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! then when they found out they misunderstand they just find other excuses or they just say "sorry, can anot?" WHAT IS THIS?! hurting ppl before knowing AGAIN and AGAIN is really very irritating. I HATE THIS!!!!!

In the life, there are happy, sad, exciting, nervous, angry and frightening moments. When you're happy, you share with your friends and make them happy too. But when you're sad, you felt being alone and there's no one you can speak to. Even there is, it would depend what type the person is and who the person is. When being sad, you felt like telling people and hope they can make you feel better. But you dont feel like talking to the person, scared of the person had a bad impression of you. No one to talk to, make you feel more hurt. Keeping inside the heart, all those sad things getting more and more heartbroken. Cry inside the heart, lock yourself in the room and cry out loud. Perhaps, talking to non-living things would be a better idea then getting more and more sad. Telling yourself, dont be such a BABY. everytime was cry cry cry. Feeling sad without anyone to share to, only the toys in the room. they keep it a secret, no one knows except you and the toys, you can hug it no matter when, you can find it always with you, they are always there to make you feel better. Are toys better than human? But this aint the right thing.. Talking in the blog seems better than talking in msn or either facebook. Sometimes, i really did feel alone, and very lonely. When talking to people, some doesnt reply me. Even though i keep talking, no one seems to hear it. They just talk to other people or the people beside them. Sometimes, i really did feel myself as transparent. I tell myself not to think that way and be positive. But i couldnt. I dont know whyy.. perhaps, thats me..Wanted to keep changing. Dont want to keep crying on. Although, i made some changes already, sometimes, i really did feel like crying. I tell myself not to cry, because i dont want to be seen crying. Crying inside the heart is more painful than anything. Next was exciting moments. You felt excited maybe due to some events or occasion. Example, you are getting a prize sooner or later. OR you are waiting for the reply whether you can go to a certain place. OR your birthday is coming and you're excited about what is going to happen. Saying about birthday, i have always seen sisters having friends to help them celebrate. But i never once had this. Birthday is coming, wondering whether there is any surprise. Often, it is family who celebrate my birthday. OR, they help me make a birthday party so i can invite them. But i never once had a birthday with my friends, going out, having fun. This is what i wanted.. A nice and memorable birthday. Would it happen? or will they just forget? or maybe when i grow up and i will have this chance? Remembering about primary school, NOW, we seems lost contact. even when we see each other, we just smile and say hello. It doesnt seems right. last time, being very good friends, being very close. Yet now, only a smile and a hello. and just pass by each other. A few days ago, i think on tuesday, i was waiting for xiuhui, bryan and xiuhui's bro to buy bread. and i saw this familiar people walking pass me. Well, last time, she did was my enemy. But now, and i still treating her as enemy? Still remember the time in sec 1. Having lots of fun with xiuhui and zhihui. But there was lot of quarreling and keep being angry of each other. Today, i felt that i was so stupid of being angry over such small stuffs. Wanted to apologise but could not get the courage to do so. Is that me? Always having no courage, always being so shy, always dont dare to talk to people? i dont understand lots of things.. i dont understand what is the life i wanted. I have always being feeling that life is boring, sad and sometimes, meaningless. How do i make like gets better? Can things change? Next was the "nervous" moment. Nervous moment can happen when you are going to talk in front of the whole school or the class. Just like last time, having a public speaking with zhihui. All those memories, was so nice, but now, we didnt seem close. thinking about what we said last time. i think there was a part like this: Next time, when we grow up, we get a same job and we work together. But, i think this would not happen.. Next was angry moments. Angry moments did happen lot of times. When being angry, i was really super angry. But after being angry, i felt really sad. Thinking why am i always angry over small stuffs. Blaming myself for being like tht. Maybe things are just like tht. A few days ago, was angry with my sister for such a small thing. went back home and did homework, was super pissed off and frustrated. feel like sharing with people but do not dare. Because, if you tell them you get angry because of such a "SMALL" stuff, they will think that you are petty. because you do not want things to happen in this way, you can only just relieve the angry by yourself. Always by yourself. Frightening moments are perhaps moments when you go theme park and you play the roller coaster and is very scary. Or maybe when something bad is happen and you are scared. thinking about what i have being typing. It was mostly all being alone. When you're sad, you're alone. When you're angry, you're alone. But when you're happy, you're sometimes alone yet sometimes not alone. Should this "being alone" keep happening? would there be any changes to it? well, this paragraph seems abit stupid to say. But this is what i want to say and it is true. Typing out what im thinking right now would be a better way of relieving.. BECAUSE, at here, is not as much people as in msn or facebook. Not alot of people will read this post. maybe only one or two. So, maybe, this would be a better place for me not to be sad. or maybe the better place is the room where the toys are. Always with youu. especially those toys that have a smile face on them...